Who am i now ?

I am a horrible person. I am a liar, a cheater, an unfaithful person.

Don't fall in love with me.

I am damaged. I am broken.

How can you love someone who can't even love them-self?

I'm already dead, i'm living in a world where i am not alive.

I was in love, twice.

The first, he taught me how to be young, wild and free.

The second and the last, he taught me everything else;

People give up on me, all the time,

my dad, my mum, my grandma, my friends, my teachers, and him.

I'm never good enough.

And so i was taught, i have to give up on myself.