Too many break ups, not enough making up. I dont know why, i always feel a little uneasy when i see couples that use to mean the world to each other breaking up. I'm sure i've posted something about this before. I don't know, i just dont understand how everything can just end so easily, what about their memories, their feelings, their love, where did it all go ? You can't just walk into someones life and then walk out, pretending like nothing happened. How does one even do that ? What do you do with all the time you use to spend with your other half on ? I mean its literally like you have a fucking extra 24 hours in everyday of life, long dreadful hours. But i see, people like to use the cure of hanging with old friends, i'm not an exception. When you no longer have that one dominant person to lean on, you try your hardest not to think about them and figure a way to pass all that extra time. From what i witness from myself and several others, catching up with old friends are great, unless in my situation, i reminisce from way back to like 2007. I miss being bestfriends with several people and i tried to regain what we had but as time has past and things have changed, so did the bond between you and that person. Everyday everything is changing, its not something anyone can control. I mean you just have to accept that people will walk in and out of your life. It doesnt mean you're not worth it, it only means everyone is figuring out their own path and perhaps their path will distant them from you, but timing is important because some point in time in the near future, people that were meant to be, your paths will cross again.