how do you look at the person you love and tell yourself its time to let go? well maybe when you look into their eyes and you no longer see yourself, when you see they no longer acknowledge your existence and when they no longer want you to be in their life at all. I felt it all today, wasnt long, a couple minutes allowed for me to truly understand what it's like to be forgotten just like that. I still find traces of you here and there, at home or when i'm out, but to see how you pretended like i wasnt even there was just harsh. I mean, you dont have to act all lovey dovey, i just want to be good friends with ya. Mate i wish you all the best with life, it was wonderful seeing you so happy, and maybe deep down, a little urge, just a little urge, wish i could ask for us to start all over again. But it's over. It's done. You can't even look at me anymore. Why is that ? Because i'm not even worth your time or effort at all ? Because you have seen everything i have to offer? Because you've been there and done that ? Because you've had that and now it no longer sparks your interest? Am i that tool that's no longer useful that you just toss aside and never take a glance at. I think so. I didnt really get to see your face today but i heard a familiar voice, a voice that brought me back a couple months ago. It's time linda, it's time to abandon your past. Having a total makeover at home, everything that i couldnt let go of, was thrown away, all my memories from being a child to high school, everything that i cherished, i threw it out, i know i can do this. Be strong linda, and just let it go, abandon everything that pulls you back. I will be happy someday, maybe not now, maybe not today, maybe not soon, but one day, it will happen. My letters to you, should i throw it out ? Idk man.