I dont like drinking, in fact i hate it. I promised myself and you i would never do it again. And now that we're no longer together, i dont see the need in keeping any promises as you have broken all yours. The reason i didnt want to drink last night wasnt because of us, our promise, cos soz, you dont mean that much to me anymore and i fucking hate you. But, you know, they say that you can drink away your pain and sorrows, thats the opposite for me, the more i drink, the more i remember, the more sadness and pain overwhelms me, i dont want to go through that. NEXT TOPIC, had an awesome night with annie and her friends at the city. Food was fucking spectacular, because i was hungry maybe. Not sure. What else? hmm. So like i was the odd one out since i didnt know much people there last night, i was casually standing at the back of the group, nek minnit, two bogans, one on each side of me starts talking. WTF DO I DO ?! I TAPPED ANNIE ON THE SHOULDER SO SHE COULD HELP ME, SHE IGNORED ME OMG, FUCK MY LIFE. so then i replied to them, and then all i could think of after that was "slide away linda, they wont notice anything, they wont even realise im gone", so slide away slowly. IM A FUCKING RETARD, I LOOKED AWKWARD, AND I DIDNT EVEN GO NOWHERE FROM THE SLIDING. JESUS CHRIST. NO ONE HELPED ME. EEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRD. yeah, thats all there is.