Better In Time.

I was just browsing my facebook. And then i see our old conversations on my facebook wall. And then remember when i told you i wanted a tattoo that said "im going to smile because i deserve to" and you asked me what does that even mean. It means i knew everything comes to an end, although i knew you were going to hurt me, i knew all i was going to do is smile through it all, smile my way out of my pain, smile to a better future although it's going to hurt even though it heals.... "but im going to smile because i deserve to."

It's been the longest winter without you,

I didn't know where to turn to.

See, somehow I can't forget you,

After all that we've been through.

Going, coming... thought I heard a knock Who's there?

No one Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realize that I really didn't know,

If you didn't notice, you mean everything.

Quickly I'm learning to love again, All I know is I'm gon' be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too,

And even though I really love you,

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV,

Without something that'll remind me

Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings?

If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie, Hurt my feelings

But that's the path I believe in,

And I know time will heal it

If you didn't notice, well You mean everything.

Quickly I'm learning to love again,

All I know is I'm gon' be okay

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go so I can be free

And live my life how it should be.

No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you, Yes I will.