Thankful.

Is god hearing my cries because he certainly is watching over me. Every time i break down, he tries to pull me back up, although he takes a while.. HAHA you're a like a gift sent from heaven, here to remove my sorrows and loneliness. Are you the one? I dont know, but im willing to give it another shot. But before that, "you cant start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one". I'm so glad to have you as my boyfriend, i promise i'll try my hardest to love and cherish you with everything ive got. Just give me some time, some time to adapt to all these positive changes. So let's talk about my day, he asked me out on a date, and we went madame tussauds - the wax musuem. Had a brilliant day and took many photos to recall all the special moments, unlike before where i forgot to capture such precious memories. he said he had to ask me a question, it took him forever, he hesitated several times and had a nervous breakdown HAHA its really adorable, and then he sat me down, held onto both my hands, looked me in the eye and asked " will you be my girlfriend? ". My initial reaction was laugh! Oh i'm so sorry babe, it wasnt suppose to be a bad thing, i was so happy i couldnt stop laughing, it wasnt because i found it gay!