Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Dream Come True?

I was memerised by this one person at camp, i keep finding myself accidentally looking over at him. The first two days of camp, it wasnt as obvious but after that i was just like "whatever, i do whatever i want, maybe if i keep looking, he'll notice me". I actually tried to talk to him for several times. I know its wrong because he is a student. I never thought he'd talk to me after camp because lets face it. Im me. The human embodiment of the failure of love. But hey we talked, we hanged out and we had a little confession thing about us liking each other? I dont want to believe it, because this happened all too similarly to shahid. Im afraid at the rate that its going. Plus, we both had our break ups 4 months ago and have established we are both deeply attached to our exs. Heres the funny part. His ex is older than him and is in uni, my ex is in school, do you see the commonality here? I'm afraid we are just both seeking the replacement or rebound of our exs. That we are just transferring our love for our exs onto each other. I know it's not right, but right now, everything feels so right.

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