Patience and Forgiveness

Patience and forgiveness was the main theme and purpose of the camp that i've been on. It was a 4 days 3 nights camp. I practically went because there was NOTHING better to do. Although my belief that everything happens for a reason wavers all the time because of the obstacles of life, i think the camp really just did it for me. It proved to me, there is nothing you can run from, nothing you should be afraid of and that if something is meant to happen, nothing you do will be able to stop it. I went to camp wearing the ring he bought me as a necklace. I didnt want to be far away from him or my memories of him, i wanted to feel his presence amongst my lonely soul. There was no main objective there, i just wanted to wear something that im familiar with, something that makes me feel more me than anything else would make me feel. What are the chances of bumping into Joy? Perhaps 1/50k, assuming the population from cabramatta to homebush. I had no idea Joy was going to be going to the camp, the funny thing is, i went as a supervisor. I could have done a lot to her, vent my anger on her, take it out on her, made her pay for what she has done but i didnt. I chose to be friendly, i chose to have a different approach where you learn to forgive your utmost enemies because by holding a grudge, you will be the only one thats going to get hurt as you are the only one that experiences your vaults of anger racing through your body which is not healthy for the mind, nor the body. I'm glad i took the first step.