I hate how you said we'd be friends, that you'd be for me as a friend but all you do is avoid me. I just want you to know, for the past 3 months i have not been happy, not a single fucking day i was happy, no matter how hard i try to convince myself. I AM NOT HAPPY. I hope you're happy, you said you'd be here, you said you'd give me a hug as a friend, where the fuck were you when i wanted to die, where the fuck were you when i got bashed by my mum, where were you when i failed my uni assignments. where were you when i had no one to chill with? where were you? where are you? whats it like to be happy ? tell me please.