I hated her, ive always hated her. Since i was little, i hated her. As i got older, i tried my hardest not to appear weak in front of her, i wanted to show her im not afraid and that i had prepared my whole life to fight back. But today was different. She went on and on and on for hours. Not once did i say anything back. I didnt want to escalate anything, i'm too tired to correct her. She can think whatever she wants, do whatever she wants, i really dont care anymore. But then she pauses, walks to me and ask me for advice on how to approach jenny's mum. You were the one telling me and her off last night saying you'll tell her mum, why have you suddenly decided to come to me for help? I'm so sick and tired of your shitty personality, its exactly why you have never met a true friend in your life. Without saying a word, i stood up, bolted for my room and just lay in bed with the blanket over my head, hoping all of this would just go away or that she can just stop. I've had enough of it last night. She pulls and pulls and wouldnt leave me alone. what the fuck do you want from me. She was the one who started this mess. She demands answers from me and request for help. Little did she know, i'm the fucking one who needs help. Forcing me into doing things that i dont want to using my sympathy. I'm fucking going insane. i have to keep secrets from my friends because of you. And it's not all that great for me to handle on top of losing shahid, Lucky and Jenny alright? Get off my back. You said you need help, you said you need me, but all youre making me do is lock myself in the bathroom and cry. I dont have to live up to anyones expectation. Im done.