I have a lot of spare time on my hands now, but i'd rather spend it with myself than someone im not close to. I dont enjoy opening up. So i have been sitting here wondering who i write this blog for, and what is the purpose of it. Just came to the realisation that i have been using second person references such as 'you'. Well that's made it very clear. I continue to write this in hopes that one day you'd read it. Read it and realised how much damage you have done. 50 views a day and not a single one of them is you. Why is that ? Why is that people that i probably dont even give a shit about from half way across the globe read my blog but you dont. It's stupid, i keep directing it to you but you probably dont even remember what the link to this blog is. I'm young and i'm dumb. I'm not saying i want to get back together, i'm saying i need your presence in my life. Whether friend, acquaintance, role model, guidance, buddy, anything pretty much. NEW TOPIC. American Horror Story is absolutely great, but i get scared from it from time to time, which is why i keep the volume to the minimal. One does not understand how Ben is 51 years old and still look so hot naked.