I love it, i love seeing people try so hard to act like they're fine after a break up, it's like i want to walk up to them and tear their mask off and just give them a great big hug. But dont you worry, things will get better, and hey when you think noone understands you, i do. I know what you are going through, i hate your ex too, as much as i hate mine. We can relate, all of us can relate. But specifically the ones who makes it so obvious they are trying to get through the extra time with different people, its like we are on turbo all of sudden with mending the old friendships as well as making new ones, we want new things, new people and new purpose in our life because we are thirsty, eager for new happiness in order to cure our misery. We try our best to keep ourselves occupied, leaving us no time to think about the bad stuff. Let me tell you that's only a temporary solution. It gets exhausting. Just let things be, let things flow. I mean, better yet just become an emotionless bitch, it's not your fault honey, it's the ones who forced you to be like that. Be who your heart tells you to be, avoid the past until you have the courage to face it. Live in the moment. Funny thing is, it's easier said than done, i cant live up to my own words... what a shame.