I knew from the very beginning that something so good will not flow so smoothly for long, i know my happiness wont last, because happy stories with happy endings are just stories that are not finished yet. During the relationship, i've fallen in love with the song 'Six Degrees of Separation - The Script', i was always mentally preparing myself for that one day where this would happen and it did. I'm not really sure why after months of preparation i'm still like this. I was ready for it, i knew it was going to end, i knew nothing works out for me. I've doubted my love for you a couple times, i had to speak to jenny on whether i really did love you, but like Passenger's song, 'only know you love (her) when you let (her) go, and you let (her) go'. I tried many times to mend our friendship, i guess the more i try, the more annoying i get. I just want to carry out a casual, happy conversation but you dont seem to be interested or even bother. I guess i can understand, who can really be cool friends again with their ex after they dump them. haha, it's ok, i can wait, for us to be friends again.