It always works.

As selfish as this would sound, i like it much better when i have to try to get something rather than it being just there. You just genuinely want it more if you dont have it. And this gets me every single time. I get interested at guys who talk to me at first but if they keep talking to me so often and giving me so much attention, i get bored and i stop talking to them. But with him, this always fucking happens, he always talks, flirts, sounds sweet, becomes nice and caring, AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THEY JUST STOP TALKING TO YOU. It's not that i developed feelings, its just a normal response for anyone, i mean you feel like out of the blue you just got uninteresting or something and it really fucks up my self esteem. I was feeling alright, and then they come along and just screws it up. I mean i guess some things or some people just never change. Another day of feeling shit, whats new?