Lacked Trust.

My failure to trust has got to be the reason why it didnt work out. Oh trust me when i say i wanted to trust you but thing is, all i ever think about is "why me?". We always argued because i couldnt learn to trust you, after the many betrayal, i just needed a little bit more time. If only i was given that little bit more time to show you, it will get better. I know i always tell you "dont worry it'll get better and i'll change", you just didnt have the patience for me. Clearly replaying in my head are not just the good memories, that very last argument before we became nothing but friends, word for word, "no Linda, you know how many times you've been telling me that? It's not going to change. We're not going to work out, there is nothing we can do. Maybe, we just werent meant to be", it's only been a couple of months. You knew how horribly flawed i was, yet you chose me, but self esteem always gets the better of me. When we go out together, man i feel as though im walking with a super fine model who's also younger than me, you don't know how i feel, how much shit i get, and how much i hated myself. I need your patience to teach me how to love myself.

Bruno Mars - "i would have die for you, but you wont do the same".