Second Chances aren't always going to make things right.

I don't believe in second chances. Especially being one who has experienced it first hand. After a year or so of blogging about someone, i was given the privilege of being able to right my wrongs. I dont deny that we were very much in love the first time, the second time just didnt work out. Me and him both lived in the past of how things use to be, but turns out, that the spark just wasnt there anymore and i was given up on for the second time. It hurts. It really does, i mean before i was given the second chance, i longed and longed for it, it's probably everyone's fantasy that one day their ex would come back for them. Well it was a dream come true, until everything took a turn for the worst. Me and vanny just didnt work, especially after what happened the first time, things have changed, i hesitate to give him all ive got. The second time just really really finished it for me. Then someone came around, after i kept insisting that im broken, i dont trust easily, i'm not going to fall in love, yet he vows, he vows he will not be like any of them, he vows he'd stay, he vowed that he will love me. ha ha ha ha, i let my guard down, and that my friend, is where you start to screw up in life.